Ok, hear me out: Autistic kids are telepathic. The universe is made of consciousness. …And an American business-man-turned-mathematician reopened a 5th dimensional codex from Atlantis. Wait, where are you going? Just hear me out! Ok, I’m making light of this now, but my story begins with a friend sitting alone in the dark. For five days. Vince told […]
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In 2022, my friend Leah suggested I read The Surrender Experiment. So I got a copy, started reading… and hated it. Michael A. Singer, the author, shares his epic story of “letting go and trusting life’s perfection.” At every turn, life hands him unbelievable gifts, as if brought on the wings of angels. Hundreds of acres of land. […]
Hello wonderful readers! Well, if these newsletters were a TV show, consider this the season premiere after a long summer hiatus… Maybe you’re old enough to remember when you couldn’t binge a series in a filthy weekend and had to wait for months to find out: I wish I could claim a theatrical flair for […]
It’s almost comical when you’re the one who’s supposed to be “keeping it together” in the middle of complete uncertainty. Huxley needed answers: How long will it take to fix the car?Where are we going to stay?Will we make it to the lake day we planned our summer around? The only answer I could give […]
“How are you, Hadley?” I asked. The four of us were dragging our suitcases across the empty streets of Kellogg, Idaho. Our car was a mile behind us. Broken down off interstate 90. Hadley processed the question in her ten year old brain, then answered matter-of-factly: “I’m fairly terrified. But other than that, I’m OK.” […]
Make art. Tell stories. …Ask for help? 😱 My last email stirred up a lot. Friends reached out to encourage. Other artists reached out to commiserate.My aunt sent me a business plan. My buddy Lucas sent me crypto. Kayla just thought it was funny. But me? I felt totally exposed. Guidance, the inner voice I’ve been following, […]
This is the part I’ve been avoiding. I’m not going to make it as an artist without your help. Every time I ask Guidance what to do, I hear the same response: “Make art. Tell stories. Ask for help.” No matter what I ask — whether it’s how to grow my business, what to focus on next, or what […]
The day I arrived in Nosara, Costa Rica I was already surrendering to adventure. My tuk tuk driver gave his three wheeled motorcycle everything he could to get us to the top of the steep hill where the central building of Blue Spirit sat- overlooking 30 acres of rainforest fringing the Pacific Ocean. This gated […]
I’m not kidding: Whatever I desired manifested out of thin air. I was a magnet for the experiences and connections I longed for. From the moment I arrived in Nosara, Costa Rica, synchronicities blossomed like jungle flowers and I discovered a version of myself I’ve been working to become for a very long time. This […]
I’m writing this email from the hospital. NOT where I expected to end up after following my inner compass toward what’s most alive. Yet, I’m seeing my life and my art with vivid clarity. • • • This all began when I reclaimed my power. I said ‘no’ to costly coaches and ditched all the […]
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